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Post by Divebitch on Feb 14, 2014 12:46:15 GMT -5
@bengalmania2 If they don't like you that much, they can just put you on ignore. A couple people here I wish would put me on ignore. Pretty funny how some people would 'threaten' they were putting someone on ignore, when in reality, they were doing the other person a favor. Even funnier how a week later they'd be at it again, that person never having been put on ignore. @bengalmania2 First of all, I haven't heard anyone say anything bad about you since I have been here and I enjoyed reading your posts. If you do in fact see yourself in a bad light and think your attitude hasn't been great, I would think that reading the responses that you have received in this thread should act as proof that you are a better, more likable person than you might think.Second, I have been involved in many discussions, often involving personal matters like religion and politics. Those are the things that people can really take exception to and can really hurt feelings. But even people I have gotten into extremely heated debates with, with whom I completely disagree on several big issues, I still respect and still enjoy discussing things with. ^^^^ +1 - not much to add here, nice post. As I said before, no one remembers these silly heated arguments in posts months gone by - or even yesterday. I don't remember most of them even directed towards me, unless it is relentless badgering. So true Bronco...My mama always told me that if you value your friendships and relationships,never discuss religion and politics with em..lol. I didnt listen. Love is blind, and ignorance is bliss. Glad you feel that way cuz Jeffb, I think this is the beginning (middle?) of a beautiful friendship. EDIT: Great to hear from you bung..okay probably not the time for that. It would always make me chuckle a bit when chad81 called him bunglecrazy, but yeah, probably not the time. lol Sorry @bengalmania2 - I know you couldn't stand him either. But rest assured, this is a chad-free zone.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2014 16:46:44 GMT -5
But rest assured, this is a chad-free zone.
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Post by Divebitch on Feb 14, 2014 17:54:19 GMT -5
But rest assured, this is a chad-free zone. Virtually.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2014 20:31:44 GMT -5
Ok I have been reading through the comments a bit now. I can't respond to everything tonight, because I've been working like crazy lately, and I got work the next 2 days still, so I will try to respond to everyone sunday night.
I just now remember that I didn't completely think this through. I CAN RECONSIDER not leaving, but only if my problems end the RIGHT WAY. Because if my issues have a happy ending, then I won't be as upset anymore and any issues with you guys will disappear for a while. However if my problems end the WRONG WAY, I will never be the same way again and it will only get worse from here on out. And again, I will not disclose any information on it...yet. This can only be handled on my own no matter what. Once the issues are handled, good or bad, there will be answers. You just better hope they don't end bad.
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Post by Jindred on Feb 14, 2014 22:25:34 GMT -5
Ok I have been reading through the comments a bit now. I can't respond to everything tonight, because I've been working like crazy lately, and I got work the next 2 days still, so I will try to respond to everyone sunday night. I just now remember that I didn't completely think this through. I CAN RECONSIDER not leaving, but only if my problems end the RIGHT WAY. Because if my issues have a happy ending, then I won't be as upset anymore and any issues with you guys will disappear for a while. However if my problems end the WRONG WAY, I will never be the same way again and it will only get worse from here on out. And again, I will not disclose any information on it...yet. This can only be handled on my own no matter what. Once the issues are handled, good or bad, there will be answers. You just better hope they don't end bad. Well I hope shit works out for you man! Just know that there are people here willing to listen if you do need to talk about it! Sometimes just having someone to rant to can help sort shit out, even if they don't have anything helpful to say.. You are always welcome here, even if you need to take a break you can always come back when and if you feel you can.
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Post by Divebitch on Feb 14, 2014 23:11:05 GMT -5
Well I hope shit works out for you man! Just know that there are people here willing to listen if you do need to talk about it! Sometimes just having someone to rant to can help sort shit out, even if they don't have anything helpful to say.. You are always welcome here, even if you need to take a break you can always come back when and if you feel you can. Can't say it any better that this. ^^^^^^^ Glad you are reconsidering staying. No need for finality or forcing a decision. Come and go as ya please, we all do. Whatever you wanna share, to whomever, whenever - in your own good time, but you don't owe it. Like Panther said, you go back a long ways with many of us. And you've been missed. Hope whatever issues you've been having do have that 'happy ending'.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2014 23:19:17 GMT -5
Ya what she said. ^^^^^^^
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Post by Deleted on Feb 15, 2014 0:44:55 GMT -5
You just better hope they don't end bad. This part here confuses even me, lol. Not sure if that is a threat to everyone, or one specific person. It's all good though. I once threatened to bring on a "web-o-lution" (somebody dubbed it that) to the NFL.com forum Look man, people are here for ya'. You're clearly going through some stuff. It's all good. We all do. Hit me up on PM before it get's blown out of proportion. You're a good young man, you're gonna stick around, but you need to privately talk to somebody in here. Reach out to me. I'd NEVER steer you wrong, and PROMISE not to share anything you say with others.
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Post by Deleted on Feb 16, 2014 19:51:18 GMT -5
Gonna separate this into 2 parts since there is alot I need to say. Before I resume my responses, I want to tell you right now what is NOT going on. Nobody mentioned this, but with the way I was posting, some of you might be thinking that I am hinting this. I am not considering suicide nor am I thinking about it doing it. Also I am not planning on murdering anybody and I didn't accidentally kill or hurt anybody. I realize nobody actually said this, but I will throw that out there right now. To be honest, its multiple reasons, but the majority of the reason is probably gonna be really really stupid to most of you on here once you hear it. To me though, I consider it a big deal, or maybe I just lost my damn mind. Ok now for responses..... awesomeace-I will be honest with you ace, you did help me come out of my shell a bit on here, because I didn't plan on posting my personal life on here. Although regardless of the outcome, I have some bad news about a request I want to make regarding your dynasty league. But perhaps we can discuss that later. craig440-MB and I have never seen eye to eye. After all, he did ban me multiple times when I was still on nfl.com from what I understand. I don't hate him for it, because it was his job, but I doubt I could get along with someone who was responsible for a lot of my terminations. EagleDomiKnation-All I remember was running away like a bitch after the argument honestly. It wasn't a big deal though for me, but I did leave for 3 weeks because I didn't want to apologize, until I actually got my head straight a couple of days later. @eddiej2010-Look I won't try to judge you to much Eddie because I barely know you or have spoken to you. You had a bad situation at the time, and honestly I didn't think you were ever gonna come back after your account was deleted. Maybe if the same thing happens to me, I can always do what you did and just make a new account again. But don't think for one second I am bluffing here. I have had to leave a lot of my longtime friends on nfl.com in early 2011 at the time when I had to go under a new user name, just so I couldn't get banned anymore. It hasn't bothered me either. Jancey-Yeah yeah yeah, ok for once in my fucking life I will agree with you. Geno is probably gonna bust now. But now that I said that, hes probably gonna have an amazing career or something because I have that kind of luck. lol Divebitch-Yes I do owe an explanation to everyone. If I just leave with saying why, nobody will ever know why, and I don't want that. But again, arguing with people on here is not my main reason, because the source of my problems spreads to that. cantonhall34-Well that's nice to hear, but I haven't really spoken to you that much at all, so it doesn't really surprise me that much, because we have barely communicated. steelersfan4life56-Like I said before, NFL Blogs are not the source of my problems. I will admit that though BEFORE in the past, chatting up with you guys all the time has been a problem for me. I have missed out so much on real life because of it, and the things I that I'm talking about I will speak about later too when I write up something I want to call "my story" part two coming up....
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Post by Deleted on Feb 16, 2014 20:36:00 GMT -5
Panther-Before I say this, I will always say you had my respect no matter what. You have been a leader to a lot of people, and no matter what happens, I will never hate you. But I will have to be very blunt with your responses here. First off your absolutely right, you guys were like family. The key word "were". If spending your time with random people online is how someone wants to do to spend time with there "friends", then it basically show the lack of a person's social life skills. I'm not saying that's anybody on here, and I certainly am not taking shots at anybody, but that's not something I wanted to do nor should I have done. Instead of doing my homework for classes that I should of done trying to pass college, I elected to chat online. Instead of actually trying to search for jobs, I stayed addicted to this thing I I've done for most of 2011-12. More importantly, instead of actually trying to get friends to socialize with or get myself a girlfriend, I elected to waste my time on here and live this lie. I don't blame you guys for anybody, But eventually you can only go so long to make dumb decisions until you snapped. I missed so many opportunities in life that I'm never gonna get back and now I ask myself if it was worth it. Its a crushing thing to say, but it is the truth. I have done better with my life now and actually do other stuff, but I have opened my eyes and I have to ask myself what is more important. Is it trying to look out for yourself and make the money, or find this "joy" for chatting with people online that you are very close too? The choice isn't easy, but its a no brainier, and I have to worry about myself now. Sure I did some great things on the past to help you guys out, but it doesn't matter anymore to me. People I have argued with before on nfl.com have told me that I needed to get a fucking life, and they were right. The old bengalmania would just brush it off and didn't give a damn, but hes gone now. I have to do whats best for me now. So if I stay on here and continue to act like this, It will NOT end well, PERIOD. I will do more damage if i fight on here, so you tell me, do you want have to resort to banning me and have me leave on a bad note, or leave peacefully while I still have some dignity left? But you said I better have a damn good reason for leaving or people will lose respect for me. Well if my problems don't end well and then once I do tell my reason for leaving, be prepared to lose all your respect for me. @jeffb2865-Honestly I haven't spoken to you nearly that much though, aside from drama issues with chad. You were are an old guy, but you do have your priorities straighten out, so maybe that can be me in the future IDK. So i appreciate it. saskabronco-Yeah we haven't spoken much, but your right, my attitude has been negative a lot. My personal life resorted that. My family might of had something to do with that honestly. They are a great family and I have great siblings, but when its all said and done, I am the biggest disappointment out of my family. But I accept that because it is my fault for getting to that point, so I just use that in life to get myself to work hard. I will say more about this now, but i will later when I write up my story. mitch9234-I always believed giving people chances even if they were new at times. You along with Shaggz 2 years ago made a very good impression on the forums at the time, even though both of you were very new. Its not easy, but you just gotta give it a shot sometimes. I am humbled that you view me similar to yourself though, just as long as your gonna down the same darkside path I have walked
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