Just to be clear, I am leaving because of real life issues, not because of you guys. Its unfortunate for you guys, but due to my problems, its been taken out on you guys in the process, and I fear it will not stop and eventually I will cross a line of no return. I left for 3 months because of work though and pretty much just forgot about you, in hopes that when I come back, my attitude will change. But it hasn't, I am still the same asshole I was when I left, and that's a problem because I do not want to be a cancer on here. So its better if I leave with whatever pride I have now, then leave on a bad note.
steelersfan4life56-To be honest, that's a one reason I'm leaving. You might want to see fellow AFC North fans, but I have no fellow Bengal fans to talk too. I went somewhere else in order to fix that problem, and honestly, that's all I wanted in the first place was just more bengal fans. Even NFL.com didn't have enough of them with brains. And you all people should know that I crossed the line way too many times with people in the past. Even before I hit the forums in 2011, in 2010 I got into more fights than talks at times. I am not exactly proud of that.
craig440-Oh believe me craig, I feel like I jinxed them. After all, I did predict the chargers to get the #1 pick in the draft and finish 2-14 before the year started. Instead, they made the playoffs and bitch slapped my team. Karma doesn't get any worse than that. smh
MarchingOn-You must of missed the parts where I would argue with people over topics and not respect there opinions at times. I can't name the stuff or people, but there were times where I was throwing a temper tantrum, acting like a 2 year old whos parents wouldn't buy them a fucking chocolate bar, over simple discussions. I know you might think I will reconsider, but this is for real this time.
cityofchamps-Like I said to 4life, the lack of my fanbase related fans is a reason I'm leaving. Sure its great that there are more fans on here that have a team in the NL Central, but it still not enough for me. And yes, I think the reds will suck horribly this year too.
inoccent-I do find it surprising that you think I was one of your favorites, because honestly I haven't even talked to you that much at all. I do appreciate it though man.
Jindred-I guess hate would be the wrong word, but disappointment would be a better understanding. Its funny because the people (won't say names in general) that I have had some major disagreements with on here will not speak up right now. And just to bring you up to speed on the mocks, I deleted all of my youtube vids 3 months ago, which is more proof as to why I am done. As for the making out....lol, I wont even go there again.
Divebitch-I wanted to save the best for last here, but I will be very clear about it too. I didn't leave because of Nateball if thats what your wondering. That was a very bad incident on my part, and that's something I very much regretted doing. So bad that panther even made it clear to me, and pretty much was why i demoted my mod powers. And I don't care if what i'm about to say is gonna get me in more trouble, because I was told to keep this to myself, because it would start something. But I will be honest, I never liked Nateball and I never will. I figured because of my mod powers, I could bully him to stop acting like a major douche, but it didn't work. It riled up a lot of people which surprised me, and that was basically when I realized what a prick I have turned into. It didn't matter if I didn't like him, because alot of other people respected him, and I have to respect the decision by others. But that was just a bad day for me, and not a reason as to why I left.
But lets remember dive, he wasn't the only one. The RG3 vs Luck vs Wilson thread was another instant where i said some really stupid things, which was not that long ago for the nateball incident. And look at me now, I was wrong about Wilson. lol. I went off on eagledom for another stupid reason, and I left for a month because of it. The last one was actually plax believe it or not, which had to do with the survivor series picks. I blasted him about that and wasn't heard from since. But to be honest, something happened to me (which I am not inclined to tell you guys yet) that put me in a shitty mood before that, and sadly for plax, he was my target for that moment.
I have been on a different site now, and I plan on staying there for now on. I only use it to talk bengals football, nothing else. No other teams, just my team. And I am glad to say I have kept my cool on there, because I have been posting there the last 5 months. But of course I am not that active like I use to be compared to nfl.com or on here.
I promise everyone that I will explain what my problems are as to why I acted the way I did. But I am not ready to disclose of it yet, because I feel like its not the right time to explain it. All I can do now is explain what has happened on here, but some of the stuff outside of here is not up for discussion just yet. You will have your answers, and then my chapter shall end.